ABOUT

Hi, I'm Ain! I'm just some Indonesian-American (don't ask me to speak Indonesian, I'm bad at it...) east coast US-dwelling agender furry. My pronouns are xe/xem and it/its, or basically any other pronoun you can think of that isn't he/him, she/her, or they/them. I am majoring in microbiology and am part of the class of 2030.

I was a victim of home-"schooling", which means I'm not very socially well-adjusted. That's one of the many reasons I started this website in August 2022, but it also means that I poured a lot of my soul into my stories, since that's the only place where I could. You'll find a lot of dark themes, since I use my work to channel my emotions into writing about people killing each other instead of actually killing people. I mean, I wouldn't actually... you know what, never mind.

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There used to be a wall of pride flags around here, but I flip-flop between orientation labels so often that it feels counterproductive. I'm very solidly nonbinary, genderless, agender, but for orientation I just vaguely wave my hand around and go, "I like women, and I don't know how I feel about men." I guess we'll have to wait until I actually find a partner for that one to sort itself out.

I grew up as a girl and have a cutesy artstyle, so a lot of people tend to assume I'm a silly, happy person because of their own biases about what a person who presents themself like I do has to be like. Unfortunately for them, I'm actually quite serious, bitter, and not very empathetic. I do my best to be polite, but I do genuinely have trouble caring about other people. That's not me being "woe-is-me," as "people" who consider me a hysterical, emotional woman-thing love to insinuate, this is a pattern I have noticed in my relationships. You have been warned.

I love the outdoors, electric guitar, music in general, drawing, writing, knitting, sewing, and a small handful of fandom-media. Some of these things have pages over at the Interests section.

I made this site on a whim, not really expecting it to go anywhere. I had been tinkering with those Toyhou.se character templates and one day, I finally felt confident enough to start something like this. I was also extremely bored. The first iteration of this website was built entirely on Google searches and a few rolls of duct tape, the second was built on pain and misery, and this one, the third, was built on everything I've learned so far. And forests.

TRIVIA

CURRENTLY LISTENING

There's going to be a cute little drawing of Rain wearing headphones here, but until I draw that, you can have this very old gif.

This is supposed to be a widget displaying the last played song on my Last.fm. If it doesn't display it, then I have no idea why.

SOCIALS

ACTIVE

SEMI-ACTIVE

INACTIVE

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